Hitting walls today, trying to get things done and making no progress. Bought snow tires, a year ago, no snow.... today snow, but Les Schwab tells me my "new" tires are not good. I leave them there because i don't know what else to do. I can't buy "new" ones. Then i am told... get them back.... so i will try tomorrow. in the meantime i buy chains because it is snowing and i must be able to get to work. I am not looking forward to putting them on myself.... but when money is tight this is what we do. right? I realized i want the hard times to be over. I want to be able to buy things when i need them. It is supposed to get better. I believe it will. but sometimes i get a little weary. the warrior is a child (Twi
Today i feel like i am on a treadmill. Like nothing is happening. Like life is at a standstill and i wonder how i can feel that way when so many good things are happening. I think it is because i am so used to going all the time and considering so many schedules. Now it is just my schedule, and it feels a little dull, because i am doing all i can and waiting. I think i will try to have some fun while i wait for things to unfold. Try not to be anxious and realize it is okay that i am focusing on myself. It just feels so odd. I wonder how long it will be like this?
I had the good fortune to puppy sit for my daughter and her husband over the weekend. I fed and played with the horses, dogs and cat. It was great fun, i love the farm, and i had really been thinking i missed it. But by Monday morning i was very sore.... I forgot how much work it was to take care of kids, feed animals and keep the fire burning. It was great fun for a weekend but i am extremely grateful to be living in a place of rest. That was hard work
Laurie Ann Hardie