Believe

Believing is easier said than done. In a recent adventure I discovered that when I chose to believe a situation would have the outcome I was hoping for, I felt very peaceful.  Once in awhile the gremlins of doubt and fear would raise their ugly heads.  At one point I almost gave in and said "I think I will take the safe/comfortable route.  My friend challenged me asking "What do you want?"  I knew I wanted this wonderful job that was offered me but was going to take some negotiating.  She asked me if I could keep taking one step forward until I couldn't take anymore steps.  That seemed reasonable.  So when it came to the place that all the choices were out of my hands.  I stood on my faith believing I would get what I believed to be the best for my situation.  There where many days of waiting for the outcome and I chose to believe rather than doubt, or even play the victim.  In the end I got the job I wanted and was able to leave my wonderful now previous, job with grace.  I am so loving my new situation and I shudder to think I almost played it safe, and missed this amazing adventure. 
Live what you love,
Coach Laurie